How I See It

Wow, I never thought I'd get here!   Life is a journey that no two people ever take the exact same way.   Some people take the journey with so much grace and poise.   They seem to make the right choices, do the right things.  Maybe it's because they're confident or just maybe they don't have the testicular fortitude to take risks, haha.  No roller coasters for these people.

On the other side, there are those that make others hold their breath every time they speak.  People are always wondering what is going to happen next.  Nothing is ever done in a "normal" way.  These people just can't get off that darn triple loop coaster.  

And of course, we always have one that marches to the beat of a different drummer.  Yes, I'm quirky, weird and crazy Auntie B.  I'm freaky, strange and there aren't many things I do in a traditional way. Well, Guess what?

I don't care!  It took me 50 years to semi-understand myself and another almost 3 years to accept who I am.  Never in a million years did I ever think I'd ever say that I'm sort of cool.  Yes, I've made some huge mistakes.  Some of my mistakes have hurt others and I'll regret that forever.  I've admitted them and have asked for forgiveness.  Some of them have forgiven me yet others are still treating me like a kitten kicker who beats up the elderly.  

Honestly, I'm none of those things.  I'm kind, funny, caring and I'll admit I'm sensitive.  Because of my past, I can be defensive and am always waiting for the ball to drop.  At 52 I'm nowhere near where I should be career-wise, financially and we won't even begin to discuss my love life. 

There have only been 2 consistencies in my whole life which are #1, my Congenital Hypothyroidism and the struggles that have come with it.  #2, My refusal to be a quitter.  Maybe fantasy but I still believe that somehow someday I'll be able to say  "Bite Me" to those that had me believing I was all of the nasty labels.

Over the course of my journey not only have I realized I'm a pretty cool person but that I've actually got a couple of talents I'd love to share. 

Oh, I mustn't forget that my father told me before he passed away that I have Charisma.  

 

 

 

Oh, I just get so excited when I get a brainstorm of new wreath ideas. Think about how endless the options are!  It can be colors, seasons, the materials you use or a hundred other avenues you could explore.
  Please check out the wreaths I have posted and if you see something you like let me know. If you don't see anything that catches your eye just message me and we can design yours together. 
Have an Apple
Have an Apple

Honey Pot Orchards in Stow Ma

Fall from the deck
Fall from the deck

The views never grow old

Old North Bridge
Old North Bridge

New is England is so full of American History. Here pictured is the Old North Bridge in Concord Ma. Full of color year round

Reflections
Reflections

The bluest of skies reflecting on North Pond in Smithfield Maine

Another Beautiful Night
Another Beautiful Night

Every night comes a new surprise with the sky

Never the Same
Never the Same

The colors of a sunset are forever changing

A New Day of Colors
A New Day of Colors

Morning, Noon or Night the colors all have a new beauty

The End of The Path
The End of The Path

Sometimes the road less traveled can be beautiful at the end

Dusk at The Old North Bridge
Dusk at The Old North Bridge

Hundreds of years of sunrises and sunsets full of stories